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Through the Looking-Glass
2021-07-21 12:36:47 (UTC)

Light up the sky like a flame

Every day seems to go by so fast except today. Is it only early afternoon? Feel like I've been working a whole day. Didn't sleep well again last night, nothing to do with the heat, my bedroom is large and the air circulates well in my home. It's one of those modern super energy-efficient homes that have air filtering fans in the ceilings. No, last night was because of what is happening in our world. The impending changes and chaos of minds and energy really fuck with my equilibrium, have been for some time now. I do my best to centre myself, adjust my mindset onto thoughts of happier things but it's like a lingering itch that just won't relieve itself. Just have to learn to live with it, as I have been.

The title of my entry is from a song. I was playing with spirit again today while "killing three birds with one stone" and asked them to give me some songs. Driving can be laborious sometimes in between work and mothering errands. I needed to go see a new client of mine who has three properties for me to manage, and my daughter had also planned to spend time with her friends in a local town pottering around and my squidgy little fluffball kitten needed more food so while I did all that, in between, I asked spirit to play me some songs.

The first one made me laugh:

Fame by Irene Cara

Baby, look at me
And tell me what do you see?
You ain't seen the best of me yet
Give me time, I'll make you forget
The rest

I've got more in me,
And you can set it free
I can catch the moon in my hand
Don't you know who I am?
Remember my name

I'm gonna live forever
I'm gonna learn how to fly high
I feel it coming together
People will see me and cry

I'm gonna make it to heaven
Light up the sky like a flame
I'm gonna live forever
Baby, remember my name

Remember, remember, remember, remember, remember, remember, remember, remember

Baby, hold me tight,
'Cause you can make it right
You can shoot me straight to the top
Give me love and take all I got

AND the second song they gave me was:

Bowie - Let's dance

(Let's dance) put on your red shoes and dance the blues
(Let's dance) to the song they're playing on the radio
(Let's sway) while colour lights up your face
(Let's sway) sway through the crowd to an empty space

If you say run, I'll run with you
And if you say hide, we'll hide
Because my love for you would break my heart in two
If you should fall, into my arms and tremble like a flower

(Let's dance)
(Let's dance)

(Let's dance) for fear your grace should fall
(Let's dance) for fear tonight is all
(Let's sway) you could look into my eyes
(Let's sway) under the moonlight, this serious moonlight

And if you say run, I'll run with you
And if you say hide, we'll hide
Because my love for you would break my heart in two
If you should fall, into my arms and tremble like a flower

Haha!! Always fun doing this. It's sweet too because when life gets to me a bit, they always put on my favourite song that reminds me of "Patch" my border collie when I was a teenager (happy memories) Ottis Reading - Sitting on a dock of a bay. I still have Patch's ashes and also my former cat, "Beautiful Darling's" ashes in animal urns. It's a load of rubbish that the soul cannot move on if you don't scatter the ashes, you can keep them. It makes no difference to the movement of their soul through dimensions. They are free and lighter than light to come and go as they please when they or you have left your physical bodysuit.

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