The Life Of Scar Girl

The Life Of Scar Girl
2021-07-21 06:05:46 (UTC)

Slowly Feeling Like My Old Self.

Ok not going to lie.
When the Dr. told me to do physical therapy for vertigo.
I was like no way this shit is going to work.
Doing simple exercise to make the dizzyness stop?
come on lol.

But i've been doing simple exercises since my dr. appointment.
And I am already feeling a little better!
Before I couldn't even take two steps without feeling dizzy.
Now I'm walking normally again. ( kind of )
I mean there are days where I know when I've done too much.
But the fact that it doesn't feel like I'm going to topple over just when I walk.
Or anytime that I get up to go to the bathroom.
Is huge improvement.

My balance is still a little funny.
Especially when I try to stand still in one spot.
I notice it when I try taking showers.
Taking showers never use to bother me before.
But when I have to close my eyes to wash the shampoo / conditioner out of my hair.
I've noticed my balance isn't completely still.
So still working on the balancing part.

But just the fact that I can walk normally makes me happy.
And not have to hold onto things when I walk.
I've noticed it's kind of more when i'm standing or sitting still right now.
Maybe my body is just trying to tell me to stop being a lazy fuck.
I dont know.


I also am no longer working at the store I was over the spring.
I'm just done with that place.
One person tells me I'm hired. Next I'm told I'm fired...
Just not dealing with the back and forth... and miss communication.
The store manager even tried to call me the other day and told me to call her back.
But I'm like naaah... I don't want to be gaslighted again..
Because I was told by even the overnight manager that since I got hired.
There would be chances for me to get full time if i wanted.

While I'm annoyed by it.
And was pissed off in the moment.
I just have to look at it as the universe taking me out of something toxic.
Most overnight people hated it there and would just complain about everything.
Just not something I want to surround myself with.

And who knows what was said about me when I wouldn't be there.
So time to move on! Only think I'll miss from there is the paycheck .





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