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Ad 2:
2021-07-18 07:55:40 (UTC)

trying is also futile

I should stop trying. Stop complaining. Stop humming. Because they won’t let me do what I want. They’re forceful in a way that wouldn’t be direct. It’s scary tbh.

They just don’t know that I won’t be coming back. All their time forcing me into things will be wasted. I’m half sorry, only to maintain my self hate. But it’s all up to whether or not I can remain obedient and compliant until the time comes that I can leave. Leave freely.

Anyway, this is making me want to hole up in my room and read those novel update stories again. They’re so good bro.