Am I stupid?
I just realized I could make my parents’ job way easier by just choosing not to eat or bother them anymore.
Like, it’s a choice. Hunger does not automatically force you to go ask for food or make some for yourself. You can either ignore it or act on those urges.
Maybe I’ve just been assuming otherwise.
And it’s not like I particularly like eating. Most of the time, the food isn’t that good and I feel annoying at myself for not eating all of my portion or disgusted that I eat too much. Besides, I’m a sloppy eater. It would really solve a lot of things if I just put it behind me.