Cool down period.
It really is too chaotic in here (my head). I wish I could just chill out. Maybe I’m just sleepy but I’m in a flowery mood, not the especially positive kind. But I’m saying I’d rather just listen to the thoughts for a while. No obsessing over looks or rationalizing thoughts. Simply watching, observing, absorbing, recognizing, sleeping, and watching tv. I’ll have you know I typed this with the most patience and gentleness I’ve ever used to handle my phone.