By Myself

Somewhere I Belong
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2021-07-08 23:59:55 (UTC)

This is my December...

Chester passed away at 41. I keep thinking. I'm already 37. Single and depressed...what if I too.

It's a strange feeling of giving up hope of anything good to happen in your life. Feeling unwanted. The female species want someone wirh a good body and deep pockets. I got none. I felt like an outcast for as long as I remember. Can't fit in. Ive tried. And I keep trying a bit but without hope. Been disappointed a lot.

Only sad thing is that they will me miss me. Close friends and family you know. They won't expect it. I've laughed and made them smile all the time. Never showed them the real me.