Somewhere I Belong
Today evening after a long time, the helpless depressed weight I carry was lifted for a few hours of levity. It could he the pint of beer talking. But I just started drinking now as I type in.
But seriously in just being around like minded people got me out of my darkness. I envy those who feel happy a lot. Those in contact with their peers who encourage them.
You know the strange thing is. I know the solution for my depression and lack the resources to attain it. Ironic. This evening gave me a tiny window of what could be. It lies on the opposite spectrum of my current reality. Being blessed with friends is one thing. But to be able to see and touch them, don't ever take that for granted. Ever.