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Ghost Writer
2021-06-26 14:07:49 (UTC)

Rest, Relax, Sleep Repeat.

You know what? I'm starting to feel really guilty about not working. I really want to do exactly what my entry title says: Rest, relax, sleep, repeat.
And NOT feel guilty, stressed, tense and anxious.
The work routine between what I have written above is really slow in happening. Right now I am doing very little ; preferring to spend my time lately on Netflix, playing Spider, Drop The Number, and colouring on Happy Color. I've gotta get moving again asap...nobody can improve my life but me. Not even God can do it if I'm not willing to move.
I feel rested but I don't know how rested I really am.
Not much fibromyalgia pain since I've taken to my bed. It's now been nearly two whole months.

Overcast, cold and intermittent rain showers today. I've pushed the high windows open for fresh air as it is the warmest Winter night so far.
This year I have had to keep the drapes closed during the day to keep the warmth in. I don't mind. It compliments bedrest perfectly as long as I stand outside in the sunshine when it's here.

Church today. 00:22 Sunday morning now. It was still Saturday night when I first arrived here on my-diary.org.

Let's see how my motivation is today. I'd best get some sleep...




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