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2021-06-18 08:18:09 (UTC)

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It's been awhile since I've written and in some ways I've become more functional and yet my life has become less productive and less busy. Ive learned to be alone and entertain myself since I dumped my boyfriend. I've learned to work towards happiness since I quit my job. I've moved houses with my family which is 45 min away from my hometown and I don't drive but I expect this to push me to learn. I've been more on top with things I have to do since I've dropped what seemed important to have in life ~ a significant other and my job. I'm only 21 and I knew that the lessons of being self functioning and seeking happiness would happen to me eventually and I'm still learning. I stayed in positions romanticlly to not feel alone and to have someone by my side to grow up with - hoping they'd be the one I marry so I felt like being with somebody was a goal achieved and brought me closer to succeeding. I liked my old job and transferred to a new store which I could only take 5 hours of. Within those five hours I knew I just couldn't do it considering that store had me working a position that should be possible for one person but had the workload only possible with 2-3 people. Im quitting and already applied to other minimum wage jobs that I'd be more passionate about like alternative retail or petstores or even an icecream store. I mean if it's all minimum wage work why would I stay at an ass busting job that would turn me miserable when I can sit being a counter scooping icecream at a slow pace that wouldn't have me exhausted by the time I got home?

~ My focuses right now are applying to more places, signing up for college, learning how to drive. Until I find a job I'm just keeping up with little chores and self care to try and be more functioning so in the future when I do have responsibilities I can be productive.




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