~Bex~

FeelThat
2021-06-11 16:00:23 (UTC)

Long distance relationship

I found out so much today. Don’t get excited it’s not about my crush, it’s about the guy C was talking to, WAS.

Me and T weren’t sitting near each other in almost any lessons today but I kept seeing him look at me from across the room. It made my heart beat real fast and we kept making eye contact but it wasn’t for any longer than 3 seconds cos I kept looking away cos it’s a bit embarrassing and hard to stare into his eyes for long. After I looked away he looked away and we both looked down awkwardly.

I have hope that he likes me but every time he talks to some other girl - especially the ones I hate - it makes me burn on the inside. Why do they have to sit near/next to him? Why not me? I wanna sit next to him. Not those little brats. I even think about going to the teacher and saying ‘please can I sit next to T as the new seating plan’ and then a believable excuse like ‘cos the guy next to me is really annoying’ or ‘because I can’t c the board’ or ‘cos I am at the opposite side of the classroom than my friend who sits one seat away from him’ or ‘cos that seat seems much better than my one’ or something, ANYTHING to be able to sit near him and talk to him. I really do need to get his number so that we can chat and get close, at least maybe become his girl best friend and then hopefully more.

He always knows how to make me smile and he is such a nice guy. I mean, he doesn’t fight ppl, he doesn’t do weird things like other boys in my class, he is really funny without doing anything really weird, he tries to keep peace within the other boys and he’s just, he’s just everything I look for in a guy. If I didn’t like him then I don’t think I would like anyone else in the world. I KNOW that he is the one for me and I wanna give US a try. I just need to find out how??? If u have any ideas at all about how I can get his number or get him to ike me or just anything at all that could help me then PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE let me know by responding to this entry.

Anyways. Today I found out that the guy C was chatting to and actually liked was just using her for her body. No they didn’t have sex or do anything intimate (they’re only 14) but he kept touching her and stuff. He was talking to another girl but also talking to C and C said she didn’t want to get with him if he was still talking to the other girl.

Only 24h ago he was snapping her and stuff and he even almost asked for nudes! Which obviously C did NOT send. Yesterday he held C’s hand in DT under the table but EA (who was also crushing on him) saw and then told P(who was in a mood with C) who then told RO (who hates C) who then told a lot of ppl. Apparently they had a big WhatsApp call and they were accusing C of stuff (not EA) and RH was defending C and C was defending herself and denying everything cos she thought that A actually liked her (and they had previously dated and she gave him a second chance).

Today A said he just wanted to be friends and some other guys in C’s class said that A just uses girls for what he wants and stuff so C feels so betrayed and upset. Nothing technically happened between them but A said that he didn’t care about the other girl and he only liked C which was obviously a big, FAT lie. C said that if A said he liked her again in the future then she would probably fall for him again and I was like “if that happened I would warn u and make sure u don’t”

I feel so sad for C as he actually thought it could work out.


Dont forget to please message me if u have any tips for getting my crush’s number or getting him to like me or finding out if he likes me.




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