2021-06-10 22:48:26 (UTC)


Dear diary

After my ex cheated on me I wasn't the same.

I just changed, when he cheated it was just the last thing that happened to me the last thing that broke me.

I did stuff with a married man after that kept flirting with other people's boyfriends, it's like I hate that others get to be happy that they get their partners and I'm all alone how I got hurt and somehow they got spared in happy relationships so when their partners hit on me its like I want to prove to myself that what others have is a lie and the way to prove that is by sleeping with them.

It's wrong and I've stopped for the most part.

Im lonely but I don't want a relationship. I'm just really lonely and sad on the inside.

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