the journey continues
i should be sleeping but, i don't know fuck. lately I've been watching a lot of autistic youtuber content and, allowing myself to fully appreciate how much trauma - ongoing, constant micro traumas and overwhelming experiences i/we have and continue to be subjected to. just by existing in this society. just going about an average wednesday. things that may barely register to most people, absolutely derailing me because of the hightened sensitivity, on every front, constantly, vigilant. learning how to exist and survive under constant bombardment and participating knowing it will explode again with the anxiety of never knowing when.
anywa. today (yesterday) felt vaguely like healing.
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