Written from the Heart
I'm dreading the Summer...days just spent alone all day. I think I might die from boredom. This is how I feel almost every year. Some people pressure me to get a boyfriend, as if I haven't been trying. I feel completely unlovable.
I feel numb, frozen and lost much of the time. I try and tell people it's for other reasons, but deep down I know it's because of how alone I feel, how I don't belong to anyone, there's only one person so far who made me really feel liked.