my life is a mess that i can't escape
I'm not enjoyed my days, but I'm still grateful for them. Not tonight, but I want to write a summary of my last 10 days. If I write something about today, I was tired this morning. Because I've just completed the engagement parties, and I couldn't sleep at night. I saw nightmares last night, then I woke up and prayed. I woke up early in the morning, I didn't sleep after breakfast. Then, I colored a page from a mandala book. It was so relaxing. I drank coffee in the afternoon. I talked with my mom while drinking coffee. By the way, I started watching "Anne With an E" but I didn't like the first episode.
I was a little bit depressed in the evening. I didn't know what to do about my future. I planned something for myself. Nowadays, I'm living in my dreams. Iı always dream my future which is supposed to be perfect. I think this is the best way to escape from the real world. I hope these dreams will be my real world one day.