Echo

C'est La Vie
2021-06-07 16:25:23 (UTC)

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The ignoring continues. I'm not even sure why I try to respond, when he just leaves me on read. Why send something in the first place? He has time for his other friends, and now I'm on the wayside. Guess it was a mistake hooking up again. Thing is, he never ignored me like this when we hooked up for a whole year, or when he was with his last gf. So I don't know what's up.

A week from today I have my sleep apnea test, not that I think it'll help much anymore. I've been feeling super awful the last couple of days, very nauseous and shakey. Don't know why that is. I hope it stops soon. Might mean the higher med dose isn't agreeing with my body. I fucking hate having to take a betablocker, or medication in general but that's a story for a different day.




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