Life through my spiritual eyes❤️
I feel restless ❤️
Listening to: Come Undone - My Darkest Days
"One thing I realized is that everything always works out. Sometimes better than you ever imagined. Remember this when you are feeling like you are in a hard place or you are being challenged the most. Believe in where you're headed. See the bigger picture"
Yesssssssss! Canada won the gold in hockey!! It was a close game lol. Thank you Hockey Gods lol.
Another hot and sticky one out there. I slept deep. I recall having a few dreams but not so much what they were about. I was up at 5:30 and hit the park running by 6:15. It was hot at that time but not quite as sticky as it is now. I came home and showered and having my tea. I love early morning runs, even the geese wonder why someone is there so early lol I did see two others there as well. One I see there every morning. A very spunky older man with sweatbands on his forehead and wrists and bright orange shoes lol. He's adorable and always gives me this big smile and a good morning as he runs by but the other one kind of creeped me out a bit. He was probably in his 40's, Dark clothing, a black hat, and dark glasses. I have never seen him before. He was running too, I think but he always managed to stay behind me. I would stop and tie my shoe and he would stop to do the same or to drink water, check his pulse. He wasn't too close to me, maybe 50metres. I took a couple longer turns to see if he would too and he did. He stayed behind me the whole way. Closer to my car there is a part of our park that has a stretching area. I was using it and he went to his car and just leaned against it facing my direction until I took a few steps away and looked at my phone, he then got in his car and just sat there. I could not get a good look at the car to know what type it was but I waited a bit as I did not want him to see what car I was getting into, finally, I had no choice and went to my car and left as fast as I could. His car did not move thankfully. It just gave me real uneasy feelings. I am probably making something out of nothing. Maybe he just wanted to keep his distance while running. That's probably all it is and I was reading too much into it lol. Anyways, lol, I enjoyed my run, felt good.
My eating has been crap this past week. I have been eating what is convenient as opposed to what's healthiest lol. I need to reign that in starting today and make my eating match my workouts. Enough is enough lol. I want to hit my goals this year.
I am happy to be off still for a few days, I am really not feeling my job lately. On the other job front. I still have my job haha, the union went at my boss and the owner and they gave me it back. I am not sure if I am going back. After all this and the lack of appreciation. I don't feel my heart into it anymore and if you know me, you know I loved that place but it's not what it use to be and nobody is there that I use to work with aside from a few people, and this tainted how I feel about going back. We will see, I just know right now I am unhappy in either job so I may need to look into something else. I feel restless like there is more out there for me and I want it. Not just in my job but in general. I know now is not the time to be making decisions on my job. With Mercury in Retrograde, that may explain why I am feeling so restless but I started feeling this prior to it entering it. We will see, I know I am destined for more. I will just hold off until MR ends and then reevaluate what I want to do.
I am off, time to get the day started
Have a wonderful day!❤️