Yesterday I clearly stated my plans for today to my parents: Finish First Aid Workbook, practice for my Fame audition, do homework if any, do anything else that comes up. That didn’t stop me from spending the day doing other stuff. And it’s really starting to stress me out.
From my other entries you’ll know that I’m a very stressful person and even the little things like knowing I have to do something and not doing it stresses me out. Like, sometimes I’m just to lazy to do it so I get up and am about to and then I get distracted and do something else. Even though it’s my fault I still feel stressed on the inside. I know I have to do whatever it is but I can’t resist doing the first thing that comes up that seems more fun but I keep telling myself I NEED to get the first thing done.
Today I wanted to do all of the above but then we had to go out to town to spend the day out and stuff, then my sister wanted to go to the park so we went and stuff but still I had the thought in my head again and again saying “BECKAH STOP WHAT YOU'RE DOING AND GET THE STUFF DONE”.
I just hope I don’t start getting migraines now. The last thing I need is for anything more stressful to come up.
Today’s entry is a short one and u probably think my life is a bit boring at the mo, but it’s about to get a lot more intense...