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MyDarknessLives
2021-06-03 19:20:30 (UTC)

Walgreens Meltdown

Worst Borderline RAGE moment in public.

Thursday, June 2nd, 2021

Today is/was honestly, one of the worst days of my life. I have shuffled through every emotion possible in one day starting with a massive hit of depression. Hit my heart and tried to shatter it. I had been without Latuda for about 4 days or so and it really hit today. I had a massive meltdown/b*tch fit in Walgreens, Just note that I get real petty when I am angry. I sent this to my doctor because I want him to see everything I feel so he can best help me.

The people at the walgreens on 2nd street probs hates me now. I went to the first Walgreens to find out they were out, they took forever getting a hold of the other one and they only had 8 pills left so they sent me there and when I got there I was already entering my rage mode. The line was long so it pissed me off further, I passed the time by knocking stuff off the shelfs and then I blocked the line and force hurried them to get the pills, they gave me 5 out of the 8. I was waiting so long for them to put those 5 pills in a damn bottle, I was blocking the line and I told the woman that I was not fucking moving an inch until my pills were ready, and I told her I have been without it for like 4 days and I am on my last fucking shread/sliver of sanity I got left, and she's like Sorry.... and I said, oh by the way because you guys are keeping me waiting over 5 pills I knocked a bunch of shit over that you guys will have to clean up. They finally give me my pills so as I walk out I knock more shit over.

I entered full on rage, I was so angry I was shaking.

I pushed over a bunch of stuff on shelfs, took some of their papers and mixed them up, they had like little 5 hour energy meltatonin thing and I moved all those so they would be on their side, I was playing with the drop off/pick up sign. Anything I could do just to put them through as much hell as I went through today.


Yeah, a little ashamed but still feeling some of that anger.




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