❤️Canadian Cutie❤️

Life through my spiritual eyes❤️
2021-06-01 19:36:00 (UTC)

Am I easy to love? ❤️

Am I easy to love? If someone asked me that, I wouldn't know how to answer. Maybe some days I'm easier to love than others. I don't think a person is easy to love 100% of the time. It's who's worth fighting for. Everyone has good days and bad days. Everyone has their moments. Somedays I'm a whirlwind of emotions. The highs, the lows. Overthinking, over feeling, allowing thoughts & emotions to run wild in my mind. Questioning everything, reading into everything. Sometimes making small things into bigger things they shouldn't have ever become. Somedays I'm quiet. Very quiet. That's how he would know something is up. Something is bothering me. When I'm upset, stressed, or something is bothering me I'm very quiet. It's almost like my words are stolen from me. Kept them hidden under lock and key until I want them to come out. There are days I need reassurance. Even though I know the answer, it's reassuring to hear the words. Plus it makes me feel good. Somedays I will rile and tease to get a rise out of him. It's fun for me to see him get all antsy. All in good sensual fun. Somedays I'm sad and in a spiraled downstate that only he will know how to get me out of- with how he will calm me and talks about memories we have had and will have that make me smile or grin. Other days I'm my humorous happy fun-loving self that will make him laugh in his workday.
There are days I put the psychology hat on and be the advice giver. Then there are days I'm a storm. A wild feminine soul with emotions and thoughts heightened where everything I feel is at a tornado's strength. Other days I'm in a calm turquoise sea taking everything in stride.
There are no in-betweens. I don't see things as black nor white. I see things in a color all my own. The soul mate, the twin flame, the passionate lover, the confidant, the best friend, the advisor, my delicate femininity, the wild rhapsody soul, the strong-willed force of nature, the little girl inside the woman, the comedian, very in tune and affectionate, honest and raw, the sadness and pain, the uninhibited love. He will get it all. So am I easy to love? I think the answer is....you're only easy to love with the right person. The right person will take every facet and part of your being, your mind, and soul...and understand all those things at a level where there's so much familiarity, it's like they've known you for years. They feel you're a part of them, their other half. Those are the ones that find it easy to love you. The ones that are meant to be with you. The ones who accept you for who you are and try not to change you. They accept your dark and your light.
The ones not right for you will never know how to love you for who you are. The right one will find you easy to love naturally. I want him!




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