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Ghost Writer
2021-05-31 00:44:36 (UTC)

This Morning, I Dreamt.

I was living in a large house. Of myself, I was clean, well~groomed and well~dressed but my house was a mess. I was also very well. Confident. Self~assured in an entirely sober way. One entire room in this house was a disarray of art work and art supplies. You couldn't see the floor for the mess : half finished paintings and paper scraps, art sheets, pencils, brushes and tubes of paint everywhere. I didn't seem to mind this state.
I was happy and busy with a purpose.
Cut to a line of communication between a man I know who seemed to be living in Auckland.
Cut to a mobile phone that I'm holding in the palm of my right hand.
I have received a message from him but it doesn't register in phone messaging it registers in my mind.
"I'm coming down to visit you."
He turns up unexpectedly. We have a quiet visit. Like we've done this a thousand times. He leaves and heads back to Auckland. A muddled section next, where I get the feeling that we have arranged to meet again. This time in a different place.
Cut to an assembly of others where I turn up and he walks in the door, walks up to me and stands beside me.
A group of women try to feign disinterest yet I can tell they're aching to know who this man is. They completely ignore me.
"This is *****, he is my husband." I announce confidently to them all.
He immediately walks up to one of them and greets her with strong, instant fake charm, that even I am surprised to see because it is so out~of~character for him to do that.
We meet privately again and this time it is dark and in a bedroom, yet we are both standing and talking by the bed.
Dream ends.

What I got this morning from prayer :
If you don't want to settle? WORK.
(ITTF.)
Nobody has to earn, nor be deserving of love. We work for it, and we work at it. Makes perfect sense to me. I hope it does to you too.

Especially in areas of our individual, personal lives, where love has not been a major feature or barely there at all...

There is a God. A loving God.

Thanks for reading.




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