my life is a mess that i can't escape
2021-05-27 20:31:50 (UTC)


I had an awkward dream last night. I can't tell it here, but it was a little bit scary and pretty disgusting. Now, it is 11.32 pm in my country. I'll sleep after writing this diary. I hope I don't see the same dream tonight.

I had to wake up early because of my father's onlne classes. I didn't slept in a different room because my mother was still sleeping and wife of my uncle called my mother. So, I had to talk with her. She can be the dumbest person ever. She told about the engagement and wedding. Engagement organization can be okay, but the wedding plan sounds like a comedy.
By the way, I gave up joining online classes. Actually, I was going to join with one of my closest friend, but we couldn't wake up for our favourite math class yesterday. Also, I was going to join a debating tournament with my voluntary work friends, but I couldn't find a partner for me. And my mom said that we should go to my grandmother's house and debatings are nonsense.

We want to go there and spent 4 hours and 30 minutes. It was a little bit boring to me. We arrived our home in the evening. I watched awkward and unnecessary videos until night. I also played some computer games. I used to play surgery games a lot, but I couldn't find them. So, I played some dressing games.
By the way, we were going to visit my aunt today. Because we must gave the fabric to her. Yes, they bought a fabric to sew me a dress and fabric looks like a shit. Probably I won't care the dress which I'll be wearing, but I'm still upset to not having something I really wanted to.