La Flaca

I KNOW MYSELF TO WELL

Connecting with people in difrent levels has always been one of a very natural ability I have, yet the level of how intimidated they feel by my presence is something I need to work on so much, I've been pin pointing my flaws and I know this is something that I need to work on, be more my self and let down my guard just for the fun of it, to see what hapends. The other thing is that since I began this depurifing situation a lot of people have been let out of my life and it's a good thing, yet a lonely one as well. Spending time with myself will either land me another best seller book or in the hospital for crazy people. My ideas are not to be accepted by most, I miss talking to people who talk about ideas and are passionate about what they are doing. I am here now, waiting on time. It's not easy to change things that I've done for my entire life and stop doing them overnight, I don't want to be an extremist person, yet I know myself to well not to do somethings this way because it's the only way I can pull through. Slowly but sure I will began writting without filters, trust me I want nothing more than to be able to write that way. Just because my thoughts alone blow me away and make me laugh so hard for how crazy I think they are. But I guess all never know in till I do it, so stay tune. things will begin to brighten up just a bit. Have a nice day!