This Is It - 2021
2021-05-18 00:00:00 (UTC)



Testing resumes, and it is still Bad. I was finally going to enact my Fantastic Plan to Best Testing Boredom today, but it turns out that the zoo does not, in fact, sell tickets in-person anymore, and does not have any discounted admission anymore - so I couldn't get in cheap with my college ID. So instead my plan became going home, playing with my dogs, and taking selfies with my new hair. And singing that Backyardigans "Castaways" song 5000 times. No thoughts - only Castaways

COMPLETELY unrelated to that, but related to my current state - I kind of wish my body was better about letting me know when I need stuff before it's Bad™ - Like, I'm always kinda hungry (really fast metabolism) but I'm either my default state or hunched over with hunger pangs. Same with like, drinking or sleeping. I'm either normal or "the ground is moving" dehydrated. Normal or so tired I'm nauseous. Like, what is it like to have a body that just Tells you what you need normally instead of Waiting? I don't know if that's actually a thing that can happen but I've heard it can

Anyway, Sister's test tomorrow is at 8am again and it's already so late I just know I'm going to want to cry when I wake up in the morning. Not unusual when I have to wake up in the actual ~morning~ but still. I should sleep