Being Sam
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2021-05-10 15:14:21 (UTC)

Well, that wasn't what I expected

Today was the first day people had to come back to the office at work, officially. They've split us into teams (Green and red) so we'll do a green week/red week thing until the end of June. I have been going to the office on and off for months already thanks to my shitty Internet and its been fun! There are people to talk to and we have a laugh and I stupidly thought it would be even better now that more people were back too.
Oh how wrong I was. I feel like everyone was just sat in silence and the whole mood was miserable and I just didn't enjoy being there at all. It sucked. I'm so disappointed and I know it's not really a big deal but it just felt like a big let down. I came home more stressed than I have in a while and walked through my front door fed up.
I have given myself a talking to now lol so I'm over it but still, what a let down!

In other real life actual sad news, Sara had her baby. They don't know if it was a girl or a boy yet since it was 17 weeks but she sent me a picture of the teeny thing with this tiny hat on in a blanket, weighing 100g and I wanted to cry. It's so fucking awful but Sara is being so good about it all and just getting through it one stage at a time. They're going to Bury it with her dad which I think is sweet, I just really hope it doesn't stop her from trying again because she will make such a good mum