saddgirl

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2021-05-05 12:46:00 (UTC)

one of my fears.

I had to step off the sales floor at my job to calm down and write this. i had a drs appt in the morning and i started to get a bit upset after. so ofc like i do i listen to sad music to solidify the sadness lol. i got to work and was listening to my music and doing a task. this is dumb but the song “amnesia” by 5sos came on and that songs a bit of a trigger for me so i was on the verge of tears. seconds away from crying over my ex which is a long story even though it was 3 years ago. but anyways her fucking mom comes up to me and asks me about where our stretch fabric is. at first i was like hmm maybe it’s not her. no it’s definitely her mom. my soul has transcended and left my body. that is literally one of my biggest fears coming true. this just solidifies i need to move away i cant deal with this. is it destiny? i’m going to do a tarot reading about it later tonight but i’m scared. what does this even mean i’m so upset i just wanna crawl into bed. currently hiding in the back room so i’ll write a bit later if i have motivation to.




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