who_am_i

Just a teenager
2021-05-05 12:15:25 (UTC)

how did we get here

Welcome back to another day me writing just for the sake of doing so.I don't have anything special to mention and this most likely is gonna be a compilation of random topics,depending on what I feel like.If you're interested to know what goes on inside a teenage girls head then keep reading.

First of all,my headphones died.If there's one thing I can't live without,it is my phone and my headphones are second to come.So if you can't guess already,I was a little pissed.Definitely not the best way to start your morning huh.The second thing I did was to weight myself and I know it's not good to weight yourself daily but I don't really care.I've been trying to watch my cal intake for like the past three weeks and I think I've lost around one kg? I have no idea but I was 53.6 this morning( around 118 lb) and I wanna keep going till 49.I ate a lot yesterday so I had my breakfast around 2pm but it's so hard to differ a hunger signal from a craving.I managed to not overeat this morning but the piggie inside of me can come out at anytime lol
While waiting for breakfast I played sims 3.Personally it's so much better than sims 4.I downloaded the cracked version with all the packs so I shouldn't get to have a say but I'm broke don't judge me
I have two missing assignments too and I'm still not attending my classes.God I guess this is the first time I wanna go back to school.I don't miss the drama but I at least had something to do.I miss hanging around the art classroom and skipping classes.I miss going out.And you know what the worst part is??? I had someone who had a crush on me.I heard him telling his friend about how pretty I was and like two weeks after all schools got shut down.Fuck corona seriously.We were supposed to be in the same class for this year but he transferred schools.Ik he doesn't even remember me rn but If we kept seeing eachother I know damn well that something would happen.Maybe he was right.Maybe I was 'pretty' back then but not now.I've gained weight,cut my hair like six times and fucked it up and also got acne.I really want to lose weight and start lifting again.Also he probably called me pretty cuz he never saw me up close I bet he would change his mind if he did.I can't imagine anyone looking at my face and calling it prettly lmao




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