C'est La Vie
Last week I posted some stuff that implied I was not doing well..which I'm not. But what I wasn't expecting was for Rye to message me and feel the same way. He's so guarded, and only pops up every once in a while. He's much more of an introvert than I am. He said he's drowning himself in booze, which is very disappointing. I worry about him, he's in his mid thirties and I don't think he's going to last until 40 at the rate he's going. He's going to kill himself with his alcoholism. It's a shame, he's a nice person, and smart when he's actually fucking sober. But some people cannot be saved, and it's clear he doesn't want help.