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ish
2021-05-04 07:10:22 (UTC)

figgy pudding late in teh season....

WOW i did it finally....i ended it....no more mixxed words that just leave me hover keeping me in wait of what??? just is done..friend zoned...i couldnt handle it anymore......the rollar coast ride was too extreme for this extrem lover......shrugs....is freeing really......he knows now that i am not gonna be dangling ..he needs figure it out...i get it............message below..

my side....
curious....i know i have been totally friend zoned..... are you looking for others...do you voice with them....it doesnt matter just wnting to know if i should bother on this end if its not gonna happen..you know????im thinking probably dont wait for that to happen...just a guess....best i move on? im thinking. just feel im not doing it for you.. and im ok with that...im a hungry bitch...and need fed...so it is...i assume you do the same anyhows....not that you would be rude enought to tell me...anyway paul..is ok..im good with it...enjoy....we can be friends...detaching playa ;ppppp

Paul, 12:04 AMWhat the heck are you talking about now....

(this guy really??? wtf)

my side....
lol dont worry on it... is alll good... not here to upset you ..just saying ...i need to let this go....

Paul, 12:06 AM You never upset me1

my side....
.i havent done anything to you LOL that would be the problem..like i say..im a hungry girl..and you dont have time to feed me...and i feel there are others you rather be talking too....so friends it is...heavy sigh...i have no choice but to let it go..the rollar coaster ride of mixxed messages isnt good for me....still loves you..just you need find what you want and need...and i can only be a friennd..ok too many words...

..Paul, 12:11 AMYouve done nothing wrong dont you ever listen?1

(this guy wtf...tell me something true)

my side.
.you dont listen...i need....dno i havent done anything wrong...no more than you

im still here if you need a laugh no big deal..no less than i have been last couplemonthsthe only thing is....i will know where i stand...not guess

Paul, 12:13 AMno, you think you know

my side...
cuse im not told how it is youll figure it out...if you want to share im all ear sor eyes LOL

that was the last of it....just came off like he was totally out of it......i dont even know..but he was with a girl named tayler for the second time that im aware of....so maybe its her...no i dont know wtf....but when mother fucker you dont bother and avoid me finding others...it really is a duh...but i get it we had one of those relationships.......but then you started slacking and i wasnt included...even when i was avaible was your excuse.......i give up...you keep saying wishful thing hopeful bait to keep me wanting more of you..thats soooo fucked if you have no intensions........i am moving on...done.....figure it out what you need..im gonna enjoy and stop with the ride....im tooo old for that shit......