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2021-05-03 14:22:00 (UTC)

Lab Work

Well, my A1C was good...5.5 so, no need to change anything till it gets to 7.
My blood pressure was extremely low. And oddly, when they took my temperature, it registered 91.7, so automatically took me back to find out what all is going on.

Getting in touch with my other doctor who prescribes 1/2 of my medications.
I seem to be having issues due to medications.
Weight has been consistent.
Cholesterol is still through the roof even on my medication.
Blood pressure had dropped a ton.
The fact I’m always freezing and can’t get warm, the burning in my feet, tingling, overly thirsty, and dehydration (also a result of low blood pressure) is all due to medications I’m taking....so we are going to re evaluate the current medications.

He didn’t want to prescribe anything for the nightmares and lack of sleep, to go through my other doctor for that.
I think I will wait to hear from her and go back to a few hits at bedtime when I’m home to help with that. I have a friend who is willing to drive 5 hours to hook me up if I need more. I’m not a ‘get high’ smoker, can’t stand the high feeling, I prefer to feel more in control, I just use to help with muscle spasms and pain, two hits normally do it twice daily.

Other than that, was awesome news.
So, getting rid of the mucks in my life has been great.
I’m still pondering getting rid of the current.
He’s a good one, but just some things I can’t tolerate.
And I’m not willing to give up my sanity.
If we keep things as is, cool, but he thinks he’s going to move in, we are going to get married, all this mess than more than likely will never be a possibility.

There’s no way we could live together.
No way in hell.
I can’t deal with someone who has to be high non stop. He said he doesn’t need it, he wants it. Keeps him calm so he doesn’t blow off the handle.

I almost got up and walked out Saturday, but we discussed things and it went ok.
Not great, because, I, ended up saying what he wanted to hear to shut him up. Did it today, will continue. I don’t care to argue and he’s going to continue to push till he gets what he wants. Nothing that’s going to cause me harm. I just don’t want to feel like I’m vulnerable, I want to keep some my walls up. I feel safer that way.

(Where was I.....I fell asleep....)

Oh well...

Ended up eating lunch when I got home, well dinner and guess I fell asleep. I still have a splitting headache. Am guessing I fell asleep due to my headache.

So, I’ve accomplished nothing but sleep since I got home, lol. Oh and ate.
That’s ok.

I will still be able to sleep tonight. Still tired.

Will continue once I feel better. Going to see if my kid needs anything and go back to bed after I take some imatrex for this headache.
Pip, I see you called, I will call tomorrow hun....

๐Ÿ’‹SYOTFS




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