I'm having thoughts about ..
I'm having thoughts about hurting myself again. Just to make them see.
Living with a toxic psycho is crazy-making. I hope that I can appease her enough for peace. But I also don't doubt that she'll keep finding reasons.
At some point I'll have to save myself. Put the work in. Whether or not I believe I'm worth it.
I am a kind and loving person. I am loveable.
I've been neglecting my hygiene a bit. I want to attend a protest tomorrow, but the thought makes me anxious. Especially because detox has stagnated a bit.
And I still need to tidy my room. Then I could have people round, that'd help me feel safe.
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