Strawberry8

Fucked up place that is unfortunately my head
2021-04-29 14:43:00 (UTC)

Dear anxiety

Dear anxiety,

You should wear a bell
It’s not fair you’re suddenly right there and you drag me right down
I don’t know how you choose your pawn
Maybe when this is finished you will be gone
I’m just a girl crying alone trying trying to stop hurt that you’ve done

Tell me I’m wrong
That I’m ok
That i can heal
You’ll be done with me someday

I can’t be mistaken
You aren’t my friend
Maybe we can try we’ll play pretend
I see how this works i see how you hurt
The people i love see me to divert

But I’ll be ok you aren’t stronger than me
My mom mentions god
Guess I’ll try to believe

But that’s not my problem
At least not yet
How can you hate something you’ve never met
Maybe I’m wrong
Maybe your right
I guess i deserve what you bring to my life

So push it all down
Take a deep breath
I guess you’re not rid of me yet

I never said I’d be ok
Just trying to hold myself together
Sometimes I cry
Sometimes i scream
There’s nothing to gain from trying to change me

Tell me it’s true
There’s i can learn
I’ll be alright
It’s just a little burn




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