Grace

Sex, Alchemy and Craigslist
2021-04-29 07:15:21 (UTC)

Cooper and the Mine.

As I type this entry, "Keep on Moving" by Soul II Soul is playing. I woke up having to write. I rewrote the last diary, as I plan on sending it to Cooper. I think he's made a decision, and I really need to move on. Maybe, I'm being hasty, maybe I've decided for him what should happen rather than allowing time to dictate the course. I don'I know. I do tend to be way too impulsive. I want a decision so I can move on. Lusting after someone is not healthy. However, as my diary reflects, I have a bad habit of being infatuated. What can I say, I like being in like. It's dreamy.

I had dinner with a friend of mine, Matthew. We tried a new place with a long standing reputation. The food was good. I miss dining in. More and more people are getting vaccinated. You can feel it in the air. The restlessness is real. We are ready to be free of this restrictiton. It looks like L.A. county is going to be back to normal by July. We shouldn't be far behind, and just in time for my nephew's 5th birthday and the birth of his younger sister.

I've been having anxiety for a few weeks. If its not Cooper, it was Bradley. I don't do well not knowing where things are going. I think I need to go outdoors. Maybe some vitamin D will help.

Have a great day! I made Chicken Tikka Masala for breakfast.