no name
2021-04-29 09:47:32 (UTC)


I'd rather focus on sadness due to loneliness rather than a general sadness because then I don't even know what I'm sad about.
Going through school and listening songs that seem to make everything feel a bit more meaningless than they already were doesn't help with the compelling need to maintain good grades.
Loneliness however, does not revolve around this particular aspect of my life. I just so happen to be alone. Not depressed and alone. Just forever alone.
So I'll pity myself, only in this way.

All these mornings seem the same at this point. Either mad or sad and miserable by the end of it. I can't wait for these mornings to disappear along with the school year.