josehoserose

an emporium of emotion
2021-04-27 14:41:28 (UTC)

27/04/21

2:41pm
come back from pe extremely insecure and troubled
1. her friends probs dont like me
2. someone likes her <33
3. follow 2 i am a feeble human who is willing to give whatever i have away
4. following 3 people pressure me todo something when she will trample me <33
5. following 4 my only excuse is that i rly dont want to cause conflict but then thats makes me more of a pussy MAFOIAA
6. i hate myself

2:46pm
yum i want to cry
wait its the 27??!?!?!

2:49pm
i feel so awful and worthless rn YUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

3:08pm
talking to an online calculator bc no one will #imokay

5:22pm [song: verbatim]
hmmm
i feel like im so rude
probs bc i am

5:24pm [song: ykwim?]
looking at my phone anticipating to know that she loves me
right
thats what attention seekers does
coincidence?

5:44pm
well fuck
i um
made her
ummm
well fuck i feel so bad
im sorry

9:26pm [song: hayloft]
FUCK IM SO ITCHY HELP WHATS WRONG WITH MY SKIN