Diary book

Steph
2021-04-25 21:31:58 (UTC)

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I want to " get better " but I'm scared , I'm scared of what will happen I'm scared to put weight on as I no that " recovering " means weight gain , I already hate myself as it is If I continue to put more and more weight on I'm just going to hate myself even more. I'm not ready to come off my feed I'm really not but I no there gunna take me off it very soon and that frightens me so so much .
I already feel like I have put loads of weight on , I'm not sick enough to be hear I'm not sick enough to get help , I just don't no what to do or think anymore




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