Sex, Alchemy and Craigslist
2021-04-23 18:37:55 (UTC)

I Want to be Objectified

Read the words on the screen. It was Cooper wanting a blow job...A few hours earlier, I was going to text and ask the same thing.

The exchange was kind of weird. I'm not sure what the fuck was up with him. Did he think I was desperate? Did he want a slut? It was weird. He left me hanging due a meeting. He came back, apologized, and talked briefly about what he wants. I asked if he wanted to see me this weekend. He's out of town. I don't know. It stung. He doesn't want me. He wants a friend to use. That may not be me.

I'm depressed over it, but there are many more out there.