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2021-04-23 17:34:54 (UTC)

It's been like, weeks.

I really don't know how long it's been since I wrote--typed--in here. Maybe a week or two, maybe a few days, maybe a month. My sense of time is a lost cause. But to sum up recent events, my devices got taken away, given back, and I rearranged my room. Anyway, I have homework to do and I'm not gonna do it. It's Friday and pretty much all of that is due on Monday. Give me a break. My energy right now, it feels low. I feel tired. Too tired to change my expression. Tired to do homework. So I'm just gonna go read and listen to music while pretending that I'm not wasting time. Even my arms are tired as I type this.
My mind feels so clouded and jumbled up. I can't think clearly about what I'm supposed to be doing--my priorities--and what I want to be doing. It's all getting mixed together along with stuff I don't want to do.
Today was a beautiful day. The natural sunlight coming through the window was pretty.
I wonder. I wonder what everyone else does. All the other people that attend google meets and go the same classes as me. Are they the same? I feel like I'd be insulting them by thinking I'm just like them all but I really don't even know. I'll never know.

Today used to be a good day.
Bye, friends.


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