Solitary Reaper

Empty From Inside
2021-04-20 10:17:55 (UTC)

Tired

He says, he will accept anything for me, but I don't know if I can keep him happy, he do look content being with me but happiness is something which comes from the small small efforts we show for each other and here I can't even keep my sanity for more than 1 min, how am I supposed to make him happy. I'm afraid I will end up hurting you again, I was never being good handling situations when love involves with it. What if I hurt you again, I don't want to see you crying because of me or for me, if I don't go near people, they won't be hurt by me and that way my motive and their emotions will be safe from getting hurt. I decided to cut off every single person from my life, then here I'm stand in front of you, all I could do or think in that moment was you beautiful and bright you are, you are shining like the moon was last night. Even if the sky was clouded and no star can be seen moon was always there right above me walking with me, just like you. I'm tired of this pitiful life. I don't have the strength to breath also, I want to take my breath away and sleep forever.