I Hate Middle School
Honestly, I have no clue what I'm doing right now I'm just bored. On Wednesday and Thursday were doing air testing and I don't see the point of it. I'm pretty sure it doesn't count as a grade and it's not important enough for people to do it during covid so why do we do it? It's also called state testing so idk if it's for something the state needs to know but it's stupid. It takes at least an hour and 45 minutes each day for two days to complete and it messes up our entire week so why do we really need it? We used to be allowed to bring in our own gum, and tik-taks, and other candies but because of "corona" we cant. The teachers are bringing in mints for us so it's not because we can't take off our masks or eat so maybe they just don't want the hassle of all the kids with sugar highs. I mean I guess I get why but still corona has been an excuse for everything lately. We used to have 5 options for lunch (the main option and multiple other options in case you don't like the main option) but now because of "corona" we can only have one. How does covid affect the number of options for meals you have!? This has kinda turned into a rant sorry TUT. I'm just bored out of my mindddddddddddddd. One thing I've noticed about myself recently is that I love to research and write. I never said I was good at it but It's something I love to do. Maybe when I'm older I can be a journalist or something though then again that's like the stereotypical minimum wage job that makes you illegally sneak into the queen's castle, uncover some serious royal family drama, and marry the prince just to get paid. Yes, that was a reference to that stupid Christmas movie which I've never actually watched, but I saw a film theory about it. Anyways about that I may or may not have written a two-page essay just for the fun of it saying how Kiarra and Avery should get together. It's just a joke though relax I'm not being pushy, were in 6th grade. I'm still kinda mad about the whole thing but I'm covering up the fact that I'm mad by being reallyyyyyyyyyyyyy supportive instead. Turning everything that annoys me into everything that should make them a coup- THAT BITCH JUST SMEARED PERFUME IN MY HAIR! NOW I SMELL LIKE AN OLD LADY! I guess I probably smell like my dad anyways since I use his shampoo but still it's better than an old lady! Ack I hate the smell of perfume. And air fresheners, idk why. Frick you Avery and your old lady perfume! Anyways, I think it's much better to be supportive than angry so yay me for learning how to deal with it B). I still don't get how people have crushes and all that shit. Were in 6th grade, everyone's ugly and rude and what are we gunna do? Hold hands in the halls? Email them a poem you copied off google? Most kids aren't even allowed to have sleepovers with the other gender so if your straight and have no classes with your "girlfriend/boyfriend" good luck spending any time with them. And if you are in the LGBTQ community, how do you even know? Were all so young we shouldn't even be worrying about this. I guess if you just kinda notice you like a certain gender... or two.... or all..... or none for that matter, then you know but like can you really confirm that now? I guess now through high school is kinda the time to experiment but I dont wanna TUT. People are insaneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. I gotta go now so byeeeeeeeeeee!