josehoserose

an emporium of emotion
2021-04-19 16:11:02 (UTC)

19/04/21

4:11pm [song: looking out 4u]
yay
i really dont know what to write but oh well, here i am :D
felt like the most insecurest (idk how to mfing spell) on this planet rn
just seeing her happy with others ofc makes me happy too but i dont know why that makes me think
"i'll never make her as happy as she is rn. lol i suck"
oh well
ig i can feel better tmr :DD
i love her i rly do its just that i always remind myself im rly not the one for her bye
ew my eye is itchy
oh she tries her best to make you happy, now that makes me feel like a burden :)) imagine having to tire out your gf and give nothing back :D imagine being the shittiest person on this planet lol can relate
WHY AM I WRITING THIS WITH A SMILE GN

4:27pm [song: love affair]
WAIT IS IT NOT A TUESDAY I SWEAR IM SO DUMB
why did i get in trouble for writing 'te amo' </33

4:35pm [song: best friend]
i bet yall cant make someone on their period just by talking about it LMFAO IM A WHOLE MFIN WIZARD

5:26pm [song: dark red]
my back is itchy help

6:03pm [song: verbatim]
OHH YEAHH OHHHH YEEEEAAA
sorry anyways
nervous for no reason
im gonna run from her and just observe her from far, then i'll just lay down and daydream about how i can be a better gf :D

6:19pm [song: dont wanna cry]
what if i just yk.. lay on her and read a book cc:
WHY AM I PLANNING THIS OUT PLS WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME
buttt i've never rly laid on anyone sooo new experience ;)

9:24pm [song: sports]
i need to take a shit

9:47pm [song: the loser]
i took the shit are you proud

9:49pm [song: my kind of woman]
where is this mf im bored >:C
#sadkindof
whateva shes doing i love her c:

11:49pm
yay i have 3 pieces of hw due in 10 minutes yay i love my life rn
i am exhausted but no i have work to do