Alice

my life is a mess that i can't escape
2021-04-05 20:16:21 (UTC)

i don't want nobody to give me nothing

I woke up early today. I wanted to sleep a lot, but I thought that my lessons will start early. Actually I forgot that my lessons are going to start at 10 am on Mondays. But I didn't sleep again. It wasn't a good idea, but I played Sims until my classes start. And I talked with one of my old friends. I'd like to talk about her more here. Unfortunately, we didn't chat a lot.
In the evening, I didn't want to study maths. So, I continued to write my philosophy term paper. I've written 36% of it. After that, I talked with my brother on the phone. He told us that one of his friends wants to go university in abroad but she can't afford it. Then, my father said again that we're a rich family and he cares about his children. Of course, he cares us so much and I love him a lot. But I remembered again.
I don't want my family's money if I study in a different city for university. Probably, they consider as a bad thing to work while studying but I can do this. My brother used to live in an apartment while he was at university. According to my researches, rents will be expensive to me if I go to the university I want. Everybody says that I can't take care myself at a dormitory, but I can do everything if I feel ready for it and want with my heart.
I don't want nobody to give me nothing. (by the way I've just discovered this song)


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