my life is a mess that i can't escape
I was so nervous in the morning. Because I phoned my grandmother several times, and I couldn't hear her. Excepy me and my mother, nobody cared that issue. Luckily I was able to reach her some hours later. My grandma always forgets her phone if she goes somewhere and she always makes us nervous. Then, I relaxed a lot and drank coffee.
I also completed my math studies that I should have done yesterday. Except this, I didn't study today. I watched "The Queen's Gambit" and some chess videos. I'm not a good player, but I love watching chess games. I was going to read some book, but I had to join a meeting with my clubmates. I'm doing voluntary works, and sometimes I hate that group,too. I suggested new project ideas, and they liked them. But I feel too lazy to preapre something about them.
After all of those meeting stuff, I continued my philosophy term paper as a silly principle. Of course, I could have done something better, but I didn't want to do it. Because I want to finish that silly paper as soon as possible.
I was busy tonight, but I found some time to spend time on social media. I shared a post on Facebook. It was something like "tell something about me". Of course, my crush made a comment and told something detailed. Actually it was interesting. I think I'll write him soon. Maybe tomorrow or Tuesday... whenever I feel better and ready.