my life is a mess that i can't escape
2021-04-02 20:48:28 (UTC)

too sleepy

Actually, the title is right. I'm sleepy now, but also stubborn. I want to write something her everyday, even the most nonsense details.
I woke up with a scream in the morning. Probably it was 6 am. I saw a really bad dream, probably it was a nightmare. Someone who has a scary appearance was standing in front of me. It was too real. I screamed when I woke up, and I didn't sleep back. Because I was going to miss my classes if I sleep back, and I didn't want to do that.
Unfortunately, I had to miss my classes bevause of the electricity cut. I missed most of my lessons. Then, I played chess on internet. I'm more eager to play chess again, after watching "The Queen's Gambit". Actually, I played against bots. Of course, I won all of the games, but they made me a little bit confident.
After my victories, I ate lunch and studied maths. I also have a huge term paper for maths. I hope I complete all of my works as soon as possible. By the way, coronavirus cases are increasing here day by day and there will be curfew on Saturdays,too. So, I went to my grandmother's house today. I think we had a good time. At least, it wasn't bad.
When I back home, I did my exercises. My mother says that my legs are getting thinner. Actually, they aren't like I want for now. I also lost one kilogram in 5 days.
As a principle, I don't sleep before midbight. So I continued writing my philosophy term paper eventhough I feel sleepy. That's why I feel more creative at nights. 25% of it is done.