La Flaca

Nobody is perfect

Sometimes it takes many times of repeating something in order for me to learn the lesson, and it never get's easier, I just finished speaking to someone form my past and I asked him for forgiveness and it made me feel so sad, to know because of my mistake I can never be friends with him ever again. And that's ok some people come into our lives for a very specific reason, and I guess this person was to teach me how not to be friends with any from the past just let it be and move foward.
I'm learning to recognize where I've been wrong in my relationships in the past, and try to ask forgiveness for my own mistakes. I was so focuse on their wrong doing that I did't see that I had a lot to do with it all. So am glad to say they have forgiven me, and I feel terrible. But in a good way. I feel bad that it took me so long to realize my own mistakes and now I have room to work with with myself. I am trying very hard to make something with my life, be the better person and look foward to dreaming big, it's never to late to start over. And today I began with asking for forgiveness.