my life is a mess that i can't escape
2021-03-25 19:52:31 (UTC)

a "great" day to start

Today, I woke up a little bit late. On Tuesdays and Thursdays, my lessons start afternoon. So, I was able to wake up late and have a great breakfast today. When I woke up, my mother was sleeping. I sat on my bed, and thougt about my body. Then, I decided that I don't like my body. According to me in the morning, my legs were too thick and I didn't have a fit body. After that, I continued thinking. Almost nothing was organised in my life, especially after pandemic. After breakfast, I had some time for my lessons. So, I created a plan until May. According to my plan, I was going to study and exercise more. Of course, I failed at my first day.
In the evening, after my lessons and dinner I tried to exercise. I think it was a suitable time. Because my parents don't come my room at this time.
Firstly, I watched some videos. They looked "easy" to me. I wanted to try them, but it was the hardest thing for me. I left my first workout at the half. I had streched, but especialy my legs hurt now. I'm so tired and I want to sleep as soon as possible.