my life is a mess that i can't escape
2021-03-21 19:47:30 (UTC)

being unsure about my feelings

Luckily, there is a lockdown for today. I love sitting at home, and not being able to see anyone because of arbitrary issues. On the other hand, I also want to go out especially without masks while I'm still a crazy high school student. Everybody who knows me thinks that I'm not bored in this boring and worrying pandemic situation, just because I'm an introverted person.
By the way, I saw a dream last night. I was at school, the whole class was sitting on the cushions. Of course, I was sitting together with 2 of my best friends. One of them was thirsty. He took his bottle from his bag and drank. I and my other friend were thirsty, too but we didn't have water to drink. Then, my friend who drank water first, showed us a water canister I think there was 5 litres of water. Firstly, my friend poured water to is empty bottle and I poured the left watter to my bottle. He had left much water for me, and I thanked him.
I'm not sure why did I see a dream like this?
Anyway, today I was able to do better things. I did my homework, except history. I think, I'm a great mathematician. So, I completed  of my philosophy term paper. I created a study plan for my exams. It will be difficult to me, but everything is difficult in this world and everything has their own risks. I had written this sentence in my English writing exam some weeks ago. Because I was predenting like I love extreme sports lol.
But the best part of the day was talking with him. Probably, we don't feel the same for each other and mine is a platonic love. Actually, I'm unsure about my feelings but I'm always excited and happy while talking with him. I'm also kind of a spiritual person. That's why I had a luck bracelet. I hope good things will be together with me.

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