The Life Of Scar Girl

The Life Of Scar Girl
2021-03-21 08:18:39 (UTC)

The End Is Coming.

Does anyone else just feel like we're living in the end times right now or is it just me ? I feel like I'm living in a real life episode of the Twilight Zone to be honest. Especially with everything going on in the world right now. And the fact that SOME people ( Not everyone ) in America cant admit that the government is just trying to control us, everyone and everything. Is hiding behind a curtain and needs to wake the fuck up.

I honestly feel like the end times are here. I think that's why ive been feeling closer to God more then I ever have before. He knew he needed to save me now because something BIG is coming. I can't explain it... But i just feel him all the time .... Its a very comforting feeling... Like I just feel like a weight has been lifted ever since I have accepted him back into my life. Any time i have felt worried or anxious about something recently, I'll just let him know that whatever happens. Happens. Im just learning to trust him and his plan for me.

I will admit that I have felt like God has always been there for me. But I felt like I didnt deserve him because. I can be a very sinful and selfish person. So I would constantly push him away because im like ahhh I don't need God. I got this. But like ive said before, i feel like I need to pushed out of something I hate, or pushed out of something, that isn't bringing me happiness in order to go after what i really want. He sees its not making me happy and says ok here comes a change youre probably not gonna like but will appreciate later.

And I know for a fact. i now look at a situation differently and analyze it better. Like me losing job back in January.. Ok ya i had worked there before..... But it felt different. I wasn't happy at all and felt anxious a lot. I was just working there because well... I needed one. And people I had worked with for years seemed really rude ro me. And God knew I deserved better then that so... i got let go. I wasn't happy at all about it at first. But i really dont miss it there lol. ( well maybe there's one thing I miss about it.... )

And same goes for the guys i choose to go "go out with." He knows im not just going to settle for anyone and makes them disappear right away. Cause he knows I want that real love. The one where i just look over at him and just know he's the one. And with someone that im both emotionally physically attracted to.

Now im not saying the end of the world is happening like next week lol. But i do feel like its coming.. When exactly?? Well only God knows that one!

( sorry this was all over the place but its something that I've been feeling for a while who wanted to get off my chest lol. )




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