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Ghost Writer
2021-03-19 10:16:04 (UTC)

Oh MAN! It's Friday Night!

I can hardly believe that the week has gone so fast.
Been a busy one however I have applied the brakes more on some days. Very needful.

Thursday (yesterday), was a busy recovery day. Done 3 meetings this week which is awesome going. I've had the flu couldn't go anywhere except food shopping for 10 days.

There was a writer's workshop tonight at the local library. The woman was a complete snob. She didn't talk to anyone before the meeting commenced and bored me to death. I actually wanted to get up and walk out. She even did a little bit of a spat dump on me too but I gave it right back. I simply cannot abide people who are so fucking full of their own self importance. I hate snobs. They're the most boring people on earth.
For the 90 minutes this published, now self~published writer talked, I only found 7 minutes of her talk, collectively, inspiring, heartfelt and interesting. It is always a huge disappointment to me to find the author is nowhere near as interesting as her work. I've heard of her, and those who read her say she's good.
I'll take their word for it....
Just never again. I could've watched a movie in the library proper cf being stuck in the stuffy conference room of the library listening to her waffle on. (AND SHE WAS READING NOTES FROM THE WORKSHOP PRINTOUT!) (gasp!)

Otherwise not too bad a week. Not a great one either as the war continues in my village. Me against 3 old male assholes who also live here.
And the new lady neighbour has been coming over stoned and coming on to me. What the actual FUCK man! This shit just never stops does it??

I can get help from Citizen's Advice Bureau, a civic body that has been operating in New Zealand since I can remember. It's a fantastic organization. I need legal advice about my living environment, sexual harrassment and how to deal with my unresponsive, uncaring fuckhead landlord. The prevalent attitude among landlords is if the tenant pays their rent there are no problems. Fucked up isn't it? It's money that talks these days and very little else.
I need to take some action.
My brothers paying a visit here is also good. An option still...

Pretty tired.
Eaten well today. I didn't eat enough yesterday. Wednesday was good eating. Monday and Tuesday not so much.
Got in an early morning walk today and Thursday.
Finally have magnesium tablets and Ester C. I really need to stock up on Manuka honey for this Winter.

We're into Autumn now.

Going to take my meds, minerals and vitamins, colour and do some recovery reading then lights out. It's 21:46pm.

Not happy about how my Friday evening was spent ; just need to accept it.
A total waste of my time.




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