Jon

Jon
2021-03-01 16:24:25 (UTC)

lost my voice

Over the past year with the pandemic and not being able to see people in person as we all have had to deal with it, i have noticed a strong change in me and how i act with people in public now.
i have become really bad at social gatherings now in public, with anyone, i use to be able to talk like a so-called normal person and be able to give a compliment to someone and not really be that nervous, but this pandemic really has made it far worst for me, i feel i have sidestepped a lot from staying home and away from people in general. i feel upset and i feel that my lack of social skills is worst today and this kind of takes me back to that cashier i spoke to last summer, and i feel it turned out bad because i had not been around the public in a very long time so whatever skills i learned went out the window, i feel like i lost everything, even in the hospital it was hard for me to speak to the staff and the other patients, i found myself even more nervous because i had not been around anyone besides my family for this past year. it is very difficult for me and i feel i have backstepped way too much and now i have to start over again with learning social skills.
it is a shame since i felt i did grow and learn to try to act normal in public, i now just feel back to my self before i even had gone to treatment and that is upsetting for me and maybe others that deal wit the same issues of being alone now today. i feel all the hard work kind of went out the window.




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