qt31444

npc diary
2021-02-24 14:34:15 (UTC)

epiphany

ok so I have been fucking up my life from foods to sleep to my social life
it's time to change
ok so the time when I was "doing good" that was because my sleeping time is just perfect for me
even though I don't really wake up in the morning, i'm usually awake in the afternoon
you'll get naturally high when u do that lol or atleast for me
and then fast forward present i'm incharge of the cooking now
so I need to wake up in the morning
so my circadian rhythm is disrupted
and on top of that
i'm relying on coffee to spike me up
which only does that temporarily
after a few hours
im ded again
and they sayit's calledd morning depression, google saidd
I just need something to blame then I found that
but hey we're all just chemicals reacting to chemicals lol
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5LaKr2AqmGM




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